sugarylalalove

the dreams make me happy,
but waking up from them pushes me back to reality.
in the end, i'm still here with him.

it's been almost twenty-one months,
and i felt something's missing.
this made me just wanna break free.

♥

i don't know, i really don't know what's wrong with me.
ma mind, ma heart's in a crazy mess now.
and more and more troubles just come drowning on me,
i can't even breathe.

i just wish i could go into a long, deep slumber now.
perhaps, i'd just go hibernating.

Current Mood:

crushed

everyone's constantly changing, only beautiful memories are eternal..

looking back six years ago, when i was that twelve year old lil girl.

friendships, puppyloves, crushes. fights. those, i miss.
staybacks, gossips, rumours, netball. those, i miss.
lormee, sambalfishcakes, eggmayo, 50c chix, nasiayams. those, i miss.

i also miss getting involved in countless activities,
from doing up duty rosters, to matchmaking people.
from getting into trouble with teachers, to receiving the improvement award.

and not forgetting that 20pc nuggets BIG feast.

those were the days.
and no way can i feel the childhood happiness again.

i could still remember i'd once complained to wulaoshi about "rumours" between this guy and me.
and she told me to enjoy everything that was happening then,
cos i won't be able to relive them after graduating from there.
and i didn't believe it was true till i reached ma messy secondary school life.

how i missed the simple-minded, yet colourful childhood days of ma life... ♥

Current Mood:

nostalgic

into the fourth week of hols, and nonetheless, i'm still rotting at home.
I NEED A JOB LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!

celebrated baby's 18th birthday, and took him to Indulgz for dinner.
the ambience was okay, but food turned out disastrous!
totally UNFORGIVABLE!!
and to think i'd been looking forward to THAT MEAL. -.-

to sum this meal up, it should be served in hospitals.
LOL!!


((:
bday boy rejects to take a photo there.
i think he must be secretly hating me for bringing him there.
hmmmmmmm..




yummylicious choco fudge cake to go with
a super duper yummylicious man. XDDD~

 ♥ 


with ma crazy lil sister.


me, me, MEE!!!

and not to forget
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this super duper sweet guy i'm drooling over lately,
 melts almost every. single. girl........
♥

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was back at dmn last friday,
and i was very, very disappointed to find out mdm koh resigned.
sad, SUPER DUPER SAD!
and i was like one of the last to know?
big, BIG FROWN!

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a show you definitely won't wanna missssssssssssss!

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BYEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

Current Mood:	sleepy
Current Music:	angels brought me here

 MA DEAREST BABY,
HAPPY HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY!


~♥~

Current Mood:

happy

was really, really bored..
so i did some personal tests to kill time.

what a bummer!

You Are 18 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

You Are a Fierce Femme

You have a wild side, and you aren't afraid to bring it out when the time is right. But you also know when to hang back and keep your "crazy chick" persona in check. In fact, some of your friends may be surprised to find out how far you can take it... You may look mild mannered, but it's all an act!

Your Love Type: ISFP

The Artist In love, you feel deeply and experience intense emotions. For you, sex is serious. It's how you best express your feelings. Overall, you are laid back, warm, and a good listener. However, you tend to seem lazy and disinterested sometimes. Best matches: ESFJ and ENFJ

What Your Sleeping Position Says

You are calm and rational person with a good deal of balance in your life. Friends consider you to be kind, caring, and truly loyal. You are easy going and trusting. However, you are too sensible to fall for mind games. Open to the world, you are not afraid to be yourself. If you don't get enough sleep, you are: Able to cope It's hard to sleep next to you because: You're a bed hog

Current Mood:	bored
Current Music:	won't let you fall - fergie